There are moments when words come easy and moments they do not. Today is such a day of absolute taciturn. Well needless to say from my intermittent postings most days as of late were such days. I found myself in a no mans land, a place were logic and critical thinking seemed so far from reach, the notion of its existence appeared as incredible as fetched.
Interestingly, there is absolutely no room for anger, nor for pain, although I am sure it is somewhere there. But I am doing everything to combat it…with the exception of paracetamol.
My only compass, which up until now has been honesty – has suddenly become a hot iron, that should be handled with utmost care. Yet, I don’t feel like deprogramming myself, no matter the occasion or situation. I stand for what has happened, for who I am, mistakes or not. I refuse to wage dirty wars. They are grime and contaminated and only leave wasteland behind.
For now, I am content with the knowledge there is a new beginning in sight.